Strange doesn’t begin to describe the few dreams I experienced last night. Too bad I don’t recall any of them. They were quite weird though and now that I write this I wish I would have gotten out of bed and made my way to the computer screen. But alas, the sleep I was able to indulge in is more rewarding than the sleep I would have lost had I actually made it to the PC.
Now that I’m awake and feeling refreshed I think I’m going to have an early start to what may end up being a long day. My agenda is clear in my head, although I’ve been known to divert from such plans in the past, I know much will be done on my part in terms of being productive.
Outside of the dream world I recall my most recent conversation with an Old Friend. We haven’t been very close these days, as other relationships have been put ahead of our friendship. I don’t mind, as I am used to such situations. However, it appears my lack of attentiveness is causing a strain for them. I thought feeling bad would be the right reaction. But I cannot help to think my friend should see it from a perspective other than their own and realize that they aren’t the only ones in the world that have a life. But such as it is, people see what they want to see. When their needs aren’t met everyone else is to blame, not them.
Today is a new day though. Next week I’ll deal with the situation as I see fit and I’ll move on from there. Today, is about being productive, meeting goals and eating some good food.
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I didn’t actually wake up wobbly. What I did experience is an abundance of sleep and the euphoric feeling that I got enough. Interesting, it is, that I feel well rested. Normally, I feel exhausted and just want to lay there. Can this turn into a new trend that I can embrace on a regular basis? I’d like to have this type of sleep more often. I did nothing different. I still had my late night meal. I still fell asleep on the couch and later walked to my bedroom. I still had to clear off the bed so I can actually lay on it. And yet, despite all those obstacles, I still got enough sleep to be clear headed and conscience that today is the right day of the week. Unlike last week when I was one day off all week even after realizing I was wrong.
I want today to be a productive day. I have so much to do. Aside from shaving, I’m going to hit the gym hard and make my body feel the pain.
Hello World! I did not wake up wobbly and I’m not mad about it.
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Dreams were absent from my sleep last night. Or should I say early this morning?
These past few weeks I’ve only been able to sleep in two hour increments. I’m not sure what it is but my body will not allow me to sleep for anything longer. I’ll get up, walk around, sit back down, and do my best to start that sleep cycle again by closing my eyes and counting sheep. I’m not really counting sheep but I try to take my mind to a pleasant place and concentrate on nothing in particular that will cause me to want to fall into a deep slumber.
And. Then. I. Wake. Up. Again.
The lack of sleep is a horrible experience I hope no one else goes through. I’ll be tired later in the day and will have no place to take a nap. My second wind will hit and I’ll move forward and go about my business like the sun just rose.
I’m fortunate to not be in a bad mood on days like this. I have some of the greatest people around me with warm smiles and funny thoughts to keep my mood at an even tone.
But I must admit: Sleep is something I’d like to befriend. If not for eight hours, possibly six. But two isn’t enough for me. I want more.
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