…what your purpose is?

Some people cannot handle the truth, so they don’t bother telling it. Some people ask for the truth, ready to receive it, and feel a blow to the head when they hear it because it hits so close to the core of their exact thought pattern and they feel that they may end up doing something about it. I think that is where I am.

I had the wind knocked out of my sails yesterday. It isn’t a big deal really. For a long time I’ve felt so empty when it comes down to who I am as a person. I’ve been soul searching for months — years even — trying to find my purpose. I’ve come up empty. I’ve come up short. But I still try to stand tall and do the best I can. Well, not quite.

I haven’t had a passion for my daily routine and I haven’t been applying myself as best as I could. Because I haven’t cared and perhaps it is time for a change. I read and read and continue to read and still am not sure of what the right fit for my future is. I write my thoughts out but never look back at them for fear I may discover the redundancy in my words and the lack of growth in my thought process.

I give it to those who wake up and know what their purpose is. I give it to those who had a dream and follow it. I give it to those who have the proper support system to help them through the tough times.

I don’t know what my purpose is but I hope I find it soon.

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