Friends I do have. A lot of friends I do not. I prefer to keep it at a handful. Its a more manageable number and everyone will get the attention they deserve or desire — which ever one is less of a headache. It may sound wrong to some but I remind myself that you shouldn’t bite off more than you can chew… or you’ll end up spitting something out. And who as a person wants to be spit out?
I woke up this morning thinking about friends because I spent the evening with someone who considers me their friend. I appreciate the time when we do get it. But I had to tell her that I like the fact that she isn’t living here. Our friendship has grown since she’s been gone — we actually talk more now. I can appreciate the distance and all that comes with it. Don’t get me wrong, I would prefer to have her here when it’s time to hang out and I don’t want to ride solo. But with her I would get into a lot of trouble. All fun but trouble none the less.
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I literally crawled out of bed this morning. Not that I didn’t want to start my day, but I didn’t feel any sense of urgency to do so.
This week has been one that I can appreciate without any drama or headache to come with it. I consider myself fortunate, if not privileged, to have a great life — this week.
So a friend that I lost touch with decided to creep back into my life. Not that my friend was too far away not to reach me, but it comes down to people feeling that communication is a one way street. You call me only to lambaste me about not calling you. I don’t think that makes too much sense. And why must the conversation that we have be so hostile? I’ve always thought it be conducive to be as upbeat and pleasant as possible, especially when you’re trying to bring an old situation some newness.
We all have our way and not everyone agrees with it. I don’t like turning people away just cause they have no social skills. Hell, my grammer and spelling it out of whack so who am I to complain about someones shortcomings?
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Gosh, I don’t want to imbrace the world outside my window. But alas, I must get up get out and do something.
I sat back and relaxed yesterday, but when I tried to get up my legs started to scream out in pain. This pain was a result of a great work out. And I’m not mad at it. It was just quite unusual considering I’ve worked on my legs on a regular and didn’t think I did anything new. Perhaps I pushed myself further, who knows.
I’m not sure what this post was supposed to be about but I figured I would write something here just because. I prefer to go back to bed but I have things to do.
Lets get started.
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Yesterday was something else. Putting the dream state aside, I was so happy with how things worked out.
I left out of here and spent a few hours in the gym working on the necessary areas. I realize I have a lot more work to do. I’m happy that people feel that I’m already there and I look good. However, how people see me isn’t how I see myself. There is always room for improvement and it will take a lot longer than one good day with a wonderful workout.
Funny thing happen though when I went to the movie theater. I thought I pressed the screen for one movie but ended up with another. I didn’t notice until I was at the door of the theater. It seemed odd because I never wanted to see the movie that I was watching. Surprisingly, the movie was funnier than I thought it would be. But I could have done without watching it. My money would have been better spent elsewhere.
Today is a new day though. I’m about to treat myself to some food and later another great work out.
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Strange doesn’t begin to describe the few dreams I experienced last night. Too bad I don’t recall any of them. They were quite weird though and now that I write this I wish I would have gotten out of bed and made my way to the computer screen. But alas, the sleep I was able to indulge in is more rewarding than the sleep I would have lost had I actually made it to the PC.
Now that I’m awake and feeling refreshed I think I’m going to have an early start to what may end up being a long day. My agenda is clear in my head, although I’ve been known to divert from such plans in the past, I know much will be done on my part in terms of being productive.
Outside of the dream world I recall my most recent conversation with an Old Friend. We haven’t been very close these days, as other relationships have been put ahead of our friendship. I don’t mind, as I am used to such situations. However, it appears my lack of attentiveness is causing a strain for them. I thought feeling bad would be the right reaction. But I cannot help to think my friend should see it from a perspective other than their own and realize that they aren’t the only ones in the world that have a life. But such as it is, people see what they want to see. When their needs aren’t met everyone else is to blame, not them.
Today is a new day though. Next week I’ll deal with the situation as I see fit and I’ll move on from there. Today, is about being productive, meeting goals and eating some good food.
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