Archive for June, 2009

23
Jun

Waking Up Wobbly

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

I didn’t actually wake up wobbly. What I did experience is an abundance of sleep and the euphoric feeling that I got enough. Interesting, it is, that I feel well rested. Normally, I feel exhausted and just want to lay there. Can this turn into a new trend that I can embrace on a regular basis? I’d like to have this type of sleep more often. I did nothing different. I still had my late night meal. I still fell asleep on the couch and later walked to my bedroom. I still had to clear off the bed so I can actually lay on it. And yet, despite all those obstacles, I still got enough sleep to be clear headed and conscience that today is the right day of the week. Unlike last week when I was one day off all week even after realizing I was wrong.

I want today to be a productive day. I have so much to do. Aside from shaving, I’m going to hit the gym hard and make my body feel the pain.

Hello World! I did not wake up wobbly and I’m not mad about it.

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22
Jun

The End Is Near

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

Life can through some curve balls at you.

I feel like the end of this blog is near. I may start a new URL but I know this one may have to come to a close very soon. I’m still unsure but for those who care, I will keep posted.

These past couple of weeks have been really something to ponder. I’ve lost a few friends, solidified the likelihood of having more than one enemy and have come to the conclusion that life is meant to be tough to deal with.

I’m not sure what my next move will be for my life but I know that another change needs to occur.

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2
Jun

No Dreams

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

Dreams were absent from my sleep last night. Or should I say early this morning?

These past few weeks I’ve only been able to sleep in two hour increments. I’m not sure what it is but my body will not allow me to sleep for anything longer. I’ll get up, walk around, sit back down, and do my best to start that sleep cycle again by closing my eyes and counting sheep. I’m not really counting sheep but I try to take my mind to a pleasant place and concentrate on nothing in particular that will cause me to want to fall into a deep slumber.

And. Then. I. Wake. Up. Again.

The lack of sleep is a horrible experience I hope no one else goes through. I’ll be tired later in the day and will have no place to take a nap. My second wind will hit and I’ll move forward and go about my business like the sun just rose.

I’m fortunate to not be in a bad mood on days like this. I have some of the greatest people around me with warm smiles and funny thoughts to keep my mood at an even tone.

But I must admit: Sleep is something I’d like to befriend. If not for eight hours, possibly six. But two isn’t enough for me. I want more.

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