Archive for May, 2009

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May

What else is there?

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

Concerns are what people have for other folk.

Care is what people like to do for one another.

Hate was what other people do when they don’t know you are feel that you think you’re better than them.

Insecure is what you feel when you’re mor conscience of self yet weak-minded in your thought process.

Without people life wouldn’t be as interesting as it is. Yet, with these people, it can be a challenge.

This is where my mind is today. Where is yours?

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29
May

Worst Than What?

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

This is a spot I haven’t hit up in a while. I wonder if you all are still out there, reading this.

I’d like to think that life has improved, in some way. The reality is that reality is catching up to me. It is about to win the battle of the race and take me down. You might as well get the fork ready and poke, because I’m almost done.

There is so much I should have done a long time ago that I did not. In my mind, I wonder if it is all too late. Some people say it isn’t too late to change. That you can do that at any time. I think it is more of a forgiveness thing. It is never to late to forgive. As for change, sometimes it comes too late — way too late.

But enough of all that. I’m looking forward to the possibility of what the weekend will bring. I have much cleaning to do and enough time to get it done and enjoy the time doing it. I find cleaning to be theraputic (as long as it is on my own time).

I’d like to say I want to be more consistant here but I doubt that will happen. Instead, I’ll try to be more consistant and conscience of the decisions I make concerning the life I’ve been given to lead.

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1
May

Hard Choices

   Posted by: DarkMan    in Random

You ever tell yourself: “If I knew then what I knew now I’d be a better person”?

That is where I am today. I feel that if I had more insight, more scrutiny and a lot more appreciation for everything in general I would be better off.

As a child you believe you’re going through so much. You think that your present state of mind or being is the worst ever. A time where you feel more alone and less connected to everyone else around you. Later realizing that everyone goes through those moments. Everything you are experiencing other people have or will go through.

It’s a realization that doesn’t come to pass until you reach adulthood and you look back at young people around you and say to yourself “life can be a lot tougher; enjoy it while you have it.”

Today is a day that I have to look in the mirror and face reality. But will I like the face that I see?

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